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Monday, 30 June 2014 @ 21:20

Assalamualaikum and Hi.

   Ahlan Wasahlan Ya Ramadhan. Salam Ramadhan fellas. May this ramadan be the month of blessings, a month full of forgiveness and guidances for you and your family. Alhamdulillah, Ramadhan is here once again. I'm very happy that i still have the chance to feel this year's ramadhan. And yeah its been a while since i've updated my blog. But hey hey, I'm here. So let's.

   My feelings towards senpai increases a lot these days. I don't know if that's okay. Because we are still an acquaintance and not more than that. nigga damn. Btw, i saw senpai earlier when i came to school. But heh i really wanted to look at him but i just arrived school so i was sweaty as frick and there were too much people lalu lalang and dayum i thought a lot like " i'll be so creepy " " he'll suspect something " so i was like " oh, he's there " and blah. ; n ; but heck yeah he IS suspecting me for having feelings towards him.  i guess la. Idk but he be very weird everytime we bump into each other. i don't know. ugh. It makes me feel insecure yknow. like " is senpai noticing me? "

He was always trying to avoid me everytime we bump into each other but i don't know. I don't know if he was; Maybe it was just my feelings , maybe not. Oh god this is frustrating.  ya allah. But despite that, i still wanna see him everyday. ehehe. ew yasmin. Dang i'm a risk taker. haih haihhhh. Am I too obsessed with him? Am i ? Ew yasmin, don't lah. bahayo

lol i think this is kinda funny because haha i think kinda miss him. damn. i'm very sorry.

alright. i'll stop here niggus. bye bye

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Tuesday, 17 June 2014 @ 00:14

Hi hi.

School.... ya allah sangat perit kerana semua subjek penting are on the first day of school of second semester.  Memang urut kepala pakei jejari juga lah before pergi sekolah. My mom suruh psycho kan sikit otak to try to love school. Astaghfirulahalazim. Mana mungkin diri ini akan cinta pada sekolah kerana pelajaran. I know, orang orang besau semua akan tanya "bistu kamu pergi sekolah untuk apa?" — well,, odg you guys were like us too once. Memang nipu sangat kalau tak pernah tak suka sekolah.

 Alright back to school, i saw senpai today~ nun contact~~ 100pts+ hehehehe. My feeling was like YAAASSSSSSSSS OMAGATTTTT . But my face be like so tight. Idk i really wish i could put a smile on my face everytime i see senpai but haha won't happen.— Senpai keeps tweeting about someone that i-am-very-sure-it-is-a-woman, every night. Oh yes i'm curious of who she is. Notice me, senpai. Q.Q . Ah idk. These feelings; sometimes i feel like hiding my feelings towards senpai 5evaa but sometimes otherwise. Idk.

Such things happen today but my hands doesn't seem to be in the mood to write so much. I really wanted to tell everything here but hm. That's all for this time i guess. I notice my posts are getting shorter and shorter as i update. I don't know what seems to be the problem. heh

Yep. That's all for now. Until next time, folks.

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Friday, 30 May 2014 @ 02:56


     Hii. Alrighty so hm i'm writing a random post  this time so jyeah.

     Today is Thursday 290514 but it's 00.59 right now so 300513. Exo's Wolf 1 year anniversary right? Aha ok so, i went to a camp and actually arrived home safely this evening at about 3.55 something dk. It was a great experience although it's not my first time going to a camp. But it was great. Truthfully. The rooms were da best. It was like a hotel room. Well except that the air-conditioner's remote wasnt there that we can't turn on our air-cond. But it was freezing as frick in the night. I was a roomate with syaf, aisyah and shahirah. Four of us are best friends. For me, we are lah. aha. 2D1N and i'm satisfied. I was in the third group which consists of 11 members and Adri was our leader. Adri, Shakirin, Kiroshen, K.Aqilah, K. Atiqah, Haziqah, Syaf, Nad, Alysha, Wani and Meeeiiisufhy me. We won some of the activities/games and we were extreeemely happy~ like lol who wouldn't be right? And we even got to be the second best group. Ganbatte~~~ 

   It felt like i have been there for a week and more but the reality is i've been there not even almost the whole 2 days.hushh... I even slipped and fell like several times during Jungle Trekking. It felt like my heart was going to fall as well. haha. It was embarassing because the seniors have to pull me up. I appreciate it so much. Sankyu. Oh and my hands were full with cuts. Some people stepped on my hand and ouch because it was bleeding. Thorns got into my skin. Still inside tho. hehe. We have created an unforgettable(not sure bout it tho) and good memories there. Sankyu Bapak(im very sorry i didnt remember the full name), Bro Yusman, Bro Bob, Bro Azmir and Uncle Kopiah Hitam(srry again) for teaching us a bit much about communication and how to build up teamwork and confidence and such things that a prs or pemimpin have to have.  

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I've made a new drawing of senpai. It was based on his latest selfie. I had like four attempt to finish it. It took 3 days. hehehe. I was planning to give him the past 3 days, on Sambutan Hari Guru but damn i bring nothing. My drawing, the letter(AHAHAHA) and wtsv. Padahal he was sitting infront of me all the time. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Aih. I knew i'd regret all of those things haha. Idk if i should tell him i like him or nah. Because I'm not most guys' ideal type so i guess he'll be like "NAHHH". ugh. I shall think about it deeper and deeper hezhez.

I shall sleep now. Until next time. 

Bye.

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Monday, 19 May 2014 @ 23:03
lol my face doeee
     Hi and Assalamualaikum. Yayyy i can finally update my blog! I've been busy with mid-term exam and yeah, school stuffs. Secondary school's exam is not normal i tell you. Haih,, i got some of my results already. Astaghfirullahalazim. I ain't saying anything. Quite upsetting.. I think i didn't push myself to study much. I wander too much. Worst results in Yasmin's history. Damn.

Ok so i want to calm myself down since exam is over. Takmo stress stress.

Alright, soo I've been making gifs from the videos i/my friends took using my old phone.. I thought of sumbatkan segala-gala tu in my posts instead of random korean gifs. hahah 'random' lah sangat kan. jk. I miss using photoshop gila gila macam dulu. haha. Punyalah download psds and ps actions banyak gila dulu. Sekarang boleh kira pakai jari je. Semua orang edit gambar pakai vsco je sekarang haha. But tumblr ninjas be sticking to photoshop. foreva and always. haha, their editing skills,, perghhhhhh. idek how they do it. pros.

Ok so my post takkan lengkap without telling about him senpai. Yeah let's call 'him' senpai. haha. I came to school early last friday. Soo yeah, i have the chance to see senpai (before he went to jummah's prayer) and actually i did. Yeah. Well motif datang awal wasn't because of him but he is one of the reason lah. nyahaha. Motif sebenar was actually to bincang about pertandingan surau. Ala,, alang alang tu bolehlah usha sekali hahaha. MashaaAllah creepy nya kelakuan ku. We were at the canteen and he was at the canteen as well with his friends. Depa duk satu meja panjang. Boleh tahan lah. Kami pula duduk menghadap depa tapi jauh sikit na. Memang menghadap senpai but his friend who was sitting infront of him is tall and so he blocked my view. Aish. So i pandai pandai adjust my head to watch him from my place. Not easy. haiss.

And then he stood up and bought some foods. Ahh the view was veerry the clear that time. "Wooh Wooh" , Aisyah gave me a signal. Dengan matanya haha. And then he went back to his seat. And then dia bangun and beli lagi and duduk balik. I watched every single thing he did. Damn i'm creepy. Ya Allah. And i guessed senpai noticed i was keeping my eyes on him. Well i guess so. Because a while after that, he was like angkat kepala dia and looked in my direction. Idk where was he looking that time. And then i turned my back to take a look if there's someone behind us. But no one except paip sinki. Because our seats was like jauhh gila and tinggal satu meja belakang kitorang. I thought like "was he looking at the sink or what?"

And then masa senpai was sitting, and as i told you before, kawan dia yang infront dia is taller and blocked the view so he was trying to look at something/someone in my direction. Idk. idk. I was sitting dekat paling kiri which was menghadap senpai in my seat. Tak lama lepastu azan solat jumaat berkumandang. So he was the first to stood up. Masa dia angkat beg dia, he looked in my direction again. And then he started to leave the canteen. But as he walked, he kept on turning back and looked in my direction. And again and again until dia keluar pagar sekolah. Dayum. Muka ku ketat macam leggings sepanjang masa although dalam ni sedang berbunga-bunga lmao. I can't say senpai was looking at me because i'm not sure. Did senpai notice me?

Nadu Molla. Alright that's all for this time. May Allah Bless You, my reader. 

Sankyu.

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Saturday, 12 April 2014 @ 00:41

Heyy. Haih i left my blog all dusty again. No updates.. sigh. I dont think i wanna continue my entry about that chinese guy. Im sorry for those yang actually anticipate. Because someone asked me if i'll update my entry abt that guy. Unfortunately i wont. T^T. I feel empty. I dont think i hv feelings towards him anymore. So i dont feel the excitement while writing nanti. Because i only write long-ly abt something/someone if im really keen and really excited to tell abt it. Sadly those feelings just fade like that seyh. The feelings just come and go without me noticing. This is life. If i write it without feeling the excitement, the post might come out uninteresting. So i decided not to continue. Im sincerely sorry.

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Sooo its like a month lebih since my last entry, so im going to tell abt something new. Latest stuffs i got lah. First, my phone was stolen. Yay nice kan ugh. But it happened last February. Next is i left my diary at class yesterday. My diary has like the deepest and saddest and happiest and romantic-est(?haha) and dirtiest stories. Damn yasmin. Idk how i could actually forgot to bring back my diary. Because duh, its a diary. Its very important. I just.. damn. Maybe my mind wandered a lil bit too much because lately i always leave my diary situ lah sini la sana lah. Careless. Yasmin has became a nanny.

So like afternoon tadi i came to school a lil bit earlier. 1st Motive was to finish my artwork. 2nd Motive was to check on him(mwahhaaa but he wasnt there ahah sakai betul). 3rd Motive was to take back my poor cute sweet with colorful stripes diary chu chu. So i ran up to my class and when i entered my class, my diary was on someone's table. But near my seat. My class is a form 4's class on the morning session so i kinda freaked out because its on a table and it was opened and not under the table like yesterday so my diary might has been readed by the student of the morning session. dammit. Clueless yasmin, thought her best friend took it from her haha but no. But its a relief that i found my diary. huhu.

So at the end i still havent finish my artwork tho actually today is the due-date. Because i be queen with my own rules. jk. But i ada niat to finish it at least. Am i a good student yet. aha And we had Fire Drill where the bell rang loooooooooongly and so yeah its da sign of the fire alarm(?). And ppl started to freak out and rush to the field where we are supposed to gather within 5 minutes. Well those are only expectations of the teacherssssss. The reality was ppl cat-walked slowly like victoria secret's and calvin klein's models and they even chit chat and went to the toilet lah. Isk isk. If there was actually a real fire they can be like kambing golek alrdy. Rentung habis. Yang tengah membuang pulak nanti menjejes jejes benda tu masa lari to save their life ehehehehehehhaha. So teacher gave us some taklimat and told us to be serious if the bell rings looongly next time. We be like "ok teacher can we go now because our butt is getting bigger due to the hot weather". My only thought was only "padang mahsyar" "the hereafter is much hotter so i hv to be patience" i could actually cry there idk. Too much feelings. Emotional me.


My friends brought their phones to school. So all we did were taking 'us-fies' haha. We be fab like we never be. So i guess thats all for this time's entry. I'll update again soon InshaaAllah. Thanks for spending/wasting your time here. Have a lovely day. May Allah bless. Until next time.

Oh and Happy Birthday Alia! Siti Nur Alia. May Allah grant your wishes and blesses you. Wishing you the best in everything. Love u buddy. x

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Wednesday, 5 March 2014 @ 02:21

   Assalamualaikum and Hi. Ahh school is hectic and it always does. I'd like to talk abt it but I don't even know where to start. I shall tell anything.. i'll jump into new topics anytime so kajaaaa~

  The system in our school changed a lil in arranging students into classes. Our school used to have this kind of system where the students will stay in the same class from form 1 until form 3. But since we have a new principal so yeah.. some things change. The rules as well. I thought that I wouldn't and i'd never will get use to the new rules but nahhh its not that bad. Not a big change tho. So i ok ok jerssss. Um speaking about classes, i have this chinese guy i like since the first day of school session of 2013. That time masih noob noob lagi since baru pertama kali nak timba ilmu kat sekolah menengah. Idek how i got attracted to him. Hati dan otakku berkata "agak comel manusia ni jadi jom suka dia" lol ok. 

    I told ya im going to write abt someone i like. Im sorry if it will annoy you. Because im a teenager, so pls understand. Developing crushes in our age is a typical thing right? Im still sorry if my stories will somehow annoy you. Um so here goes. Crush. Haha idk. He is just an existence to entertain my-extremely-boring school days perhaps? Well thats kinda sad. Haih. I started liking him masa era dia pakai spek mata border nipis. Haa punyalah cerita kat my mom and i showed her his picture that i captured during Teacher's Day Celebration that he was in(tah dari mana) and she responded "cina? ala muka sedih je, tak comel mana".. Ha tu masa era spek nipis dia. Bila cerita cerita dengan kawan pulak diorang cam "um bolehla" diorang tak ambil kisah pasal dia that time sebab diorang ada Gabriel :P ish. But istg he is the cutest chinese guy i've ever met. Ahaaaa in my perspective la. Ha so one day, my chinese classmate, he is somehow a close friend of that guy so i asked him the name and etc. Punyalah minat sampai gitu sekali nak ambil information. kekeke. Dulu memang spazz sorang2 lah. Tak berani nak spazz kecoh kecoh like how they spazz Gab. :( takde teman yang sama cita rasa. And kebanyakan diorang macam disgust how we can minat a chinese guy. Hek eleh diorang ni, mamat korea, america sana boleh minat, yang ni setakat cina. Aduh hahaha.

   So as months went by i kept on asking my chinese classmate tu abt that guy. So masa reccess, kitorang bertembung. Haaa jeng jeng jeng. Ah kalau kat kantin memang padat betul. Ada kipas pun masih berpeluh. Sebab kipasnya tak turn on. Aduhai haha. So masa beretmbung my classmate was talking to that guy while pointing his finger towards me. Aha i heard what my classmate told him "dia kata kamu handsome" dengan bunyi bunyi cina dia tu haha. And that guy senyum and cakap apa tah dalam bahasa cina. Ah cair hati ni. Lol so started from that day, he alrdy know i like him. He is a smiling angel. He smiles to anyone. AHHH. I guarantee 100% u guys would melt as well haaaaaaaaaaa. Because of his cuteness. kyaaa. But yeah since i mentioned era spek mata dia, its because at the end of the year like September i guess(?), He changed his spectacles to a full border. A thick one. And he looks different. But as days went by, he looks even cuter. So masa tu lah my friends start terpikat dengan dia. Eish tahu tak betapa calarnya hati aku. Sebab diorang spazz lagi banyak drpd aku. Dia siap lambai lambai dengan kawan kawan aku tu. Aduh patah seribu

   Buttttt satu hari tu, out of sudden my chinese classmate tu campak someone's bag to me. And i recognized the bag. It's that guy's bag. I just.. I didnt know what to do. The bag was in my hand and i went "give it back to him" And my classmate told me that that guy told him to give it to me. I thought he was joking around. But that guy was like outside of our class lek lek senyum je. Aw such a qtpie. Aha lupa nak bagitau, he was my class neighbour. I was in 1B meanwhile he was in 1C. Aha ok continue, i brought my phone that time so apa lagi, ha tangkaplah gambar beg dia. HAHAHAHA i know its kinda retarded and how i acted was completely stupid but mannnn how can u not do that when someone u like gives something he owns kann. Dah rupa sasaeng fan dah aku ni lmao.


Yeah so that's him. He's cuter in real life. I swear.
haa.. im going to continue my story in my next post because it's too damn long. Its a story from 2013. Pls anticipate a lot hehehe. Thanks for spending your time reading my entry. Well....actually it's more to wasting your time since benda ni bukanlah bahan ilmiah. Sobs. Sorry.

Goodbye for now.

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Friday, 13 September 2013 @ 10:52


Assalamualaikum and Hi.
Hey. So im back on blogger to update few things including posts. So i'll be talking abt what happened at school yesterday.

  Aaa it was supposed to be a fun day yesterday but unexpected things happened. I sprained my left foot. And it hurts so much that i thought my leg broke ㅠㅠ.Astaghfirullahalazim. It sprained when i was playing handball,.in the middle of the game. I was abt to defend Aleen and *crack* it happened. So i exaggerate a lil bit here because it didnt crack but it sort of twisted like that. And omg i just sat and held my foot because it hurtsssssss.

  I was holding my tears back then. But then someone laughed and make joke of me and my tears started to roll down my cheecks and BOOM i burst into tears. Ugh why laugh. If u were me, how would u feel? People humiliates and make.joke of it. Sucks weh. It sucks. Because i was effing serious that time. Thanks to cikgu Fairuz sebab tolong sapu apa tah and urut sikit eventho it hurts like hdjsjakakdhjsja.
So that thing happened when school almost end. Well, P.E class lah kan. I was like "WHY NOW" dahlah i have to walk from school to my house. That time dah macam pening dah fikir macam mana nak balik. Alhamdulillah Syafinaz bagi i tumpang. May Allah bless you syaf and your mom who was willing to help me and send me home.

  Then, masa nak balik tu kena naik tangga nak ke pagar belakang. Ya Allah mencabar sungguh ujian-Mu. Right after that, i saw ballerina. So i guess he saw me and left early. He went back home. I was like...yeah its okay. But i think it's kinda sad because he knew and he wasn't even looking at me nor turns in my way. My mouth become grid locked everytime i see him.
So my parents are not letting me going to school today. Now how am i going to hand in my book review and my scrapbook. CRAP -,- i want to go to school. Harini due date nak hantar scrapbook. Heh ala harap cikgu still accept hantar nextweek.

Okay so im very sorry if you're annoyed of my post. Bye

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Tuesday, 25 December 2012 @ 23:56

Assalamualaikum and Annyeonghaseyo.

Yay sekolah dah nak mula. *sepak dinding* *baling bantal* *baling tv* ᄏᄏᄏ. Serius weh.. aku tak mau... Orientasi form 1 ok lagi.. Tapi nak start sekolah. Aish... "TOO BORING TO STAY HOME, TOO LAZY TO GO TO SCHOOL". It's just soooo true~ Barang2 sekolah dah beli tapi tak semua.. Buku tulis sekolah belum lagi. Bookshop belum buka. Excited tu memanglah excited,, tapi.. Aku rasa aku belum puas main tenet walaupun dah cuti sebulan lebih. Cuti pun tak gi memana. Duk umah tenung gambar Myungsoo,Sehun laki aku semua kat screen laptop ᄏᄏᄏ. Like for real~ jhahahaha

4D Kyungsoo. Bhahaha

Btw, new look. Okay tak? Aku amik simple2 je lah. Senang nak edit. Tak banyak sangat nak main codes. Dulu je aku rajin main2 code ni sekarang aku malas~ Yelahh kena curik masa nak layan twitter,tumblr, youtube, layan suami-suami aku lagi jhahahaha RLAB . Mak aku marah sebenarnya aku layan sangat suami-suami aku. Al-maklumlah mak aku ni seorang yang alimlah katakan~ Ayah aku biarkan je. Aku suka ayah aku ewah~ Aku main2 je lah.

Macam machinegun lah~ kkk
Selalunya kalau dah nak masuk tahun baru mesti ada azam baru en? Selalunya lah..So i guess you guys ada azam baru en? Bukan azam je. Semua benda baru. Underwear pun nak beli baru PMSL kekekkee. Aku tak tau apa azam aku tahun depan. Aku tak dapat SBP. Tapi aku dah bat rayuan kedua. Kakak sepupu aku kata mungkin aku dapat untuk second intern. InsyaaAllah, i really hope for it. Nanti surrounding jadi lain. New school, New class, New friends, New life. Amagatsss woi~ Heh,, sometimes life sucks. Yeah, SOMETIMES

 Primary school.. ahh. Already miss my friends. 2012, Senior Year. Best Year. Okay tetiba nak menjiwang pulak. kekeke

Okay, Ppyong~

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Sunday, 21 October 2012 @ 14:51
We have same heart and soul. We laugh and cry together. In ups and down we keep supporting each other with no questions asked. Because we are SJELFamily. Happy 7th Anniversary Super Junior!
Assalamualaikum and Hi. Yay, Happy 7th Annivesary then to SuJu and ELFs. Okay, i'm not an elf. Sorry, cuma nak besarkan je ^^. Cred. to Tumblr for the picture.Elf would be so happy now. Itupun pada elf yang kisahlah. Luls.

Tadi masa buka tumblr, banyak gambar SuJu. Gambar Infinite takde pun.Exo ada banyak, scroll lagi scroll lagi, sampai bawah tu baru ada infinite. T^T. Eheh, Itupun gambar sungkyu, leader with no eyes. Terpaksa cari sendiri dengan tulis al- sekiansekiansekian.


Minggu depan Raya Haji. Lepas tu Kenduri Kahwin cousin. Pastu tak lama lagi reult upsr keluar. Like OHMAIALLAH!! And then tinggalkan sekolah rendah and zaman kanak-kanak. This year, i'm senior but next year, i'm junior. Damn,, can i be kids forever? I just love to live like kids. Dah penghujung zaman kanak2 baru nak sedar. And startlah meng-flashback. Ehekss. Sumpah best masa kecik dulu. Aishhh~

Some of my friends are moving to their new house.. I'll miss them. Nureen, she's leaving too. She's moving to Cyberjaya. She was the best student for standards. Every year i guess. I started to be her bestfriend on 2010. But we fight more than love each others. But now dah ta gaduh. Kitorang comel, mana boleh gaduh xD. I'll sure that i will miss her if she does move there. But i think she will. Hmm, i'll miss Nureen, Mahirah, Syafinaz, Shahirah, Khal, Aleen, Haifa, Aqilah, Zuzu, Nena, Wardah, Abby, Alya, Alia, Ayu, Anne, Shaiza, Che', Uzma, Ummie, Haurin, Izzaty, Lisa, Natasha,Natasyha, Nadia, Arina, Amira, Wina, Zaref, Adam, Amir, Izz, Aniq, Zaim, Aisyah, Adlina, Nazzila, Ikram, Akmal, Kamil, Fiqry(since i'm five) and Teachers. Yang nama dia takde tu janganlah sangka i hate you or won't miss you. I will miss all my friends, who i met at school. *hingus,air liur, air mata semua meleleh* jk jk. Thank You!

Like seriously ohmaiAllah.
I'll stop here, bye!

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